My strength, confidence, and mind is being tested. I find myself getting scared at times at what is expected of me. All I know is that I’m in it… I feel powerful, intelligent, and alive. Everyday is a challenge, I’m learning how to find my way in this world. The academic world is tough, and I need to muster the ultimate focus to achieve my goals. I think this is experience is setting me up for something great.
I am finally letting go of someone who has held me back for far too long. I changed my number, I am committed to pushing him out of my thoughts.. I am moving forward. I’m proud of myself. He had a significant impact on my my life, and I no longer accept being unhappy because of him.
I’m ready to be open, free, and trust. I’m also ready to do a lot of other things. Like graduate… and travel, and get a real job. Not ready to go to grad school though…. haha and that’s definitely O.K. :) Someday.
Trying not to be stressed…. and rather be motivated through passion. Get it done! So you can go enjoy your break ;)